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Our Father

Our Father

There’s a photo of our father, donning a black suit, standing under a tree, with a mischievous smile and a diamond stud in his left ear.

He was at a wedding, at a funeral, at a party, at a business meeting, outside a church, behind a courthouse, in another city, in another country–everywhere, all at once.

There are eight duplicates of this picture in frames made of gold, silver, or ornate wood matching his brown skin. It hangs on a wall in a living room, sits on a desk in an office in Lusaka, or rests on a bedside table next to a rosary that glows in the dark.

His offspring, all eight of us, sit around the fire, trading stories late into the night. Our mothers are inside, scattered in undesignated spaces, leaving us to sip cheap wine while we search for our father. We find him in our oldest brother’s swaggered gait, in the bridge of our baby sister’s nose, in the long fingers of another, in a tooth gap, in broad shoulders, in our misty eyes.

We stoke the fire and unpack our memories, holding them up to the embers. One of us claims our father attended their graduation carrying such a massive bouquet it shielded his face. Another swears they spotted him from behind at a political rally, but lost sight of him in the crowd. Someone heard his laughter in a room brimming with voices, or caught a whiff of his woody scented perfume in a barbershop in Lilongwe, or stumbled upon a gold pen identical to the one he wore on his suit pocket at a till in a bank.

To liven things up, we mimic the sound of his yellow Datsun Skyline vrooming off because he always had somewhere else to be. Spit sprays from our lips and we burst into laughter.

We pull into a huddle, promise to stay in touch, that our children will be cousins, and their childhood won’t be as fractured.

We are all here, entwined in his intricate web.

The mud that clung to our shoes at his graveside in the morning is now dry.

None of us wants the night to end, yet we harmonise to a song he sang to us as children;

Tulo? Eh?

Ubwela? Enhe!

Tulo? Eh?

Unzune? Enhe!

Sleep? Yes?

Are you coming? Yes!

Sleep? Yes?

Will you be sweet? Yes!

Secret to Marriage

Secret to Marriage

They sit in silence on the farmhouse porch. It’s nothing, he hopes. 

Earlier as his wife lay sleeping, toes twitching, nightgown transparent from sweat, he’d turned away, denying her protracted slumber meant anything. He brushed teeth, brewed coffee, ignoring his knotted gut.

“You’re quiet,” he says, admonishing himself for waiting until hope has ballooned

inside his aching chest.

Her palms rest on the Adirondack chair, preparing. She’s beautiful, undiscouraged by 74 years. “I’ve decided to become a giraffe,” she states.

But we haven’t even hung the hammock yet.

Clinging is futile. He must muster courage.

I can do this. What’s one more go-round?

Yet something twists. He’s tired. Hungry.

He wants ham on rye. He winces at his predictability, but there it is. He likes Dijon. He likes to shit on the toilet. He likes being an old man.

How many more years do we have?

Her head cocks against the cedar backrest. She gazes up, previewing her new

dominion. It isn’t the first time she’s uprooted expectations. This is how they’ve worked

things … maintained freshness, stoked passion.

As newlyweds, she signed them up for a workshop: “Live the Animated Life!” As

they walked to the train that bitter morning, he’d smacked his gum. It was Saturday. He

liked sleeping in. Through the scarf held to her nose, she’d hissed, “I hate it when you

smack.” He’d snapped, “What do you want from me?” Inside a steamy, glass-ceilinged

conservatory surrounded by flora, their flamingo instructor taught them they were snakes, coiled and defensive. They’d slithered home and promptly shed.

Since that verdant day, they’d been tortoises, eagles, woolly-bear caterpillars, foxes. It helped avert his midlife crisis. She’d breezed through menopause.

But the last few years, they’d settled down. Knitting was pleasant, as was reading. It was nice to sit in cars and eat with forks. He liked tinkering with his terrarium.

Her neck elongates. Her gaze is farther away … eyes larger, sadder. Soon, her jaw will protrude.

One last kiss before?

Too late. She’s already removed her glasses, stands barefoot in the grass.

And if I don’t go along? I could straddle her neck?

He’s grateful they made love last night. When she’d arched her back, howling, he’d recalled the year they were coyotes. Never still. Nothing unturned, untried.

The sun is high. He squints. 

She’s really getting up there, casting a longer and longer shadow.

What now?

Anthology 5 Shortlist

Anthology 5 Shortlist

We finally curated a shortlist of 41 stories, and they’ve been sent to judge, Tara Isabel Zambrano! It’s out of our hands, and we can’t wait to see which stories Tara chooses to include in the final 20 for the anthology!

  1. Wife 2.0
  2. Veterans
  3. No Soap
  4. After the Rocket
  5. Abraham Ritter: March 7, 1949—
  6. Isopentyl acetate
  7. Jigsaw
  8. Christina
  9. Lightyears Away
  10. One Day in December, My Trapezius Decided to Write a Short Epic Poem
  11. Nest
  12. Feeling Cakes
  13. Blossoming
  14. Before The Everything After
  15. Dog Years
  16. Sister Sister
  17. Scintilla River
  18. Ripe
  19. Good Dog
  20. Another Friday
  21. Weed
  22. Rock Dove
  23. Burn
  24. New You Wig Emporium
  25. Last Things
  26. Close and Far Away
  27. Blackberry Pie
  28. Sick Day
  29. Some of Us Notice the Berries
  30. Miss Tafia, Her Snakes and Her People
  31. The Verizon Guy
  32. Kintsugi
  33. Big Top
  34. The Bride Is Eating Cake and the DJ Is Playing Werewolves of London
  35. Birds
  36. Richter Scale for Heartbreak
  37. Empty Bottle
  38. Percussion of Empty Rooms
  39. Didn’t We Realize We Were Drowning?
  40. Hands
  41. By the Sea, By the Sea, By the Beautiful Sea
I Come From Aliens

I Come From Aliens

There’s a picture from my wedding where my father looks at me with his face all screwed up with concern and his hand scratching his head.  Forty years later, on the couch at the dementia ward where he now lives, and I visit, he gives me the same look. This time, I’ve called the brown thing in front of him a table, and he isn’t certain I am right. Last week he told me about the world he used to live in, this week this is the only world he lives in.  Gone are the roads and the hills and my mother and cars and fishing.  Much simpler this way.

He pats his shirt pocket where he keeps his glasses. When he can’t find his, he steals other peoples’ glasses.  My brain, he says.  Why don’t you wear them? I ask, and I get that look again. My brain, he says more emphatically, so I will understand his need to only bring them out in the most dire circumstances.

Gone is his walking. Gone is his scratching out numbers in some obscure equation. Gone is his lanky body at the dining table trying to explain story problems to me. Gone are the gardens and house and the trip to China and the exact way he reloaded the spoons in the dishwasher after my apparently feeble efforts.

We look at family photo albums.  Occasionally he reaches out and touches the face of someone. Gone are the names, though he doesn’t seem to care. Look at the old people, he says about the pictures of his parents.  He touches an ancient picture of me, says That one was trouble.

Even baseball disappears. I give him his glove with the softened and scratched leather, and he turns it and turns it. Gone is the National Championship he was so proud to win. Gone are his buddies and their rallying cry of Let’s We Go. Gone are the days he called me scatter arm. Gone, all of it, to some other planet. The glove so used it folds in on itself. Finally, he slides his fingers into the glove and smacks the palm. He winds up and mimes throwing a ball at me. I catch it, and across the universe, I throw it back.

Neighborhood

Neighborhood

Occasionally I walk here, when the weather permits.  

Today I spot a man watering his garden, a riot of grasses and Yarrow bushes colonized by bees, prairie flowers penned up with Zinnias. A tall and forbidding something with bulbous green knobs that attracts wasps, which the gardener identifies as Rattlesnake Master.

He says the garden harbors hummingbirds, or maybe only one that sometimes comes right up to his face and flutters its wings as if to thank him.

Throughout the neighborhood numbered streets loop off of numbered avenues, like math problems with many possible solutions. It is possible to lose your way.

Simple bungalows with complicated angles line the quiet streets, stucco and brick with gingerbread accents. I long to gaze in the windows at night, when faux antique lamps are lit, to see the occupants eating, reading, watching TV. Miming conversations I cannot hear.

But I never walk here at night.  As an elderly woman I cannot take such chances.

Still, in the daylight worrisome situations reveal themselves, like a dusty room exposed to sunlight. A lawn scorched by chemical treatment, a patio with broken furniture mended by duct tape. Hints of mold and spots of rot.

I ignore these things or take them in stride. Overall the neighborhood suits me. The vegetative flourishes, the eccentric houses have the feel of a mythical village that appears Brigadoon-like, only when I enter.

When I was a child my brother and I were sent off to the fields surrounding our house with Velveeta cheese sandwiches, and apples we neglected to eat. We played at games I no longer remember, but there was risk and there were riddles of our own making to solve, all on our own.

I feel as if I have wandered these streets forever. As if the gardens sprang up for me and arranged themselves not only to my liking, but for my survival. I am at home, no longer young and hinged together at all the wrong junctures.

The neighborhood shelters me, who I have become.

Sometimes I imagine creeping into someone’s garden, into the man’s garden perhaps. There I might succumb to the elegance of adaptation, allow my sooty feathers to catch the sun and glow with spectral colors, a whir of wings in the fading light.

One Night, the Moon Starts Crying

One Night, the Moon Starts Crying

Tears falling to earth in gulps of rain. No one knows why the moon is crying but everyone’s making a guess. Mr. Blake from the hardware store blames it on the fact that no one buys light bulbs anymore. “Got them LED things that never burn out, and soon,” Mr. Blake says, “no one will know how to change one.” Mrs. Hobson, the neighbor lady no one ever listens to, says “if I had to look at the sorry earth all day I’d cry and cry and never stop,”

The newsman blames the weatherman. The weatherman blames the sky. The sky, the weatherman says, is filled with everything the earth doesn’t want. Clouds and fog and useless dreams.

Everywhere people start to feel bad that they made the moon cry. Except Mr. Blake who is sticking to his light bulb theory. “People like to change the light bulbs,” he says. “Makes them feel important. Like God on that very first day.” Mrs. Hobson tells him “shush, people will hear you,” but Mr. Blake doesn’t listen and goes on saying it anyway.  Even when people stop looking at him. Even when they stop buying everything from him.

When everyone runs out of nails and boards, their roofs fall in. They are left staring up at the crying moon. No one wonders anymore why the moon is crying. They just wish it would stop. Great rivers are forming and running into the streets, and no one can leave their houses anymore.

Except Mr. Blake who has built himself a rowboat out of all the nails and lumber nobody wanted. He rows down the street, passes the roofless houses. Past the weatherman standing on a rock and waving his fist at the heavens, past Mrs. Hobson, clinging to a tree branch her mouth a moving gurgle. Everyone waving and waving at him to stop, to help them, but he doesn’t. Calls them all fools underneath his breath. Knows how sorry they will be when the moon stops crying and burns itself out, like any other light bulb, and nobody with any idea how to change it.

Child

Child

I look down at my phone and it says Baba and I realize I haven’t seen him since that time I was at home on the couch reading and my mom was sitting at the dining table on a chair cracking pine nuts one by one, gently placing them in her mouth and slightly biting down on them as she usually does and he was screaming at the top of his lungs into the air around him, not sure who he was yelling at and who he was throwing furniture at, and now he is calling me with his sad voice, but it also sounded like he didn’t know why he was sad, like he was a bit resentful of his sadness and that I was listening to it without acknowledging it, so he covered the sound with a tender Salaam, bachem trying to perform joy, oh shit, yeah, the Warriors won last night and he is actually happy and I want to vomit because he is a child and the Warriors are fake anyways because they are stacked just because KD, who is a child too, wants a ring.

My mind gets foggy as I fight the urge to ask him how he is, but he continues to talk and asks me how my shift was as if I want to tell him, as if I want to talk to him at all, as if he wasn’t sleeping every night on the couch of his older widowed sister’s apartment whose walls are strewn with faded black and white pictures of dead people that are buried in mass graves in a land that I have never visited nor, I think, I even care to visit because my dad is a child and I don’t want to visit a land that raises children like him that sleep on the couch and rely on sports teams for their happiness, so I just say Okay, it was busy and suddenly I feel guilty that I even answered the phone call, that I betrayed my mom’s struggle against the patriarchy even though she wouldn’t even call it that, wouldn’t even be mad that I answered the phone, would tell me it is my duty to talk to him and would use that word, duty, and suddenly I noticed I wasn’t breathing and at the same time heard my dad take a deep breath in from his vape pen, using it to inhale the words he wanted to speak to me, thinking it was a literal pen that could write his words in the air, words that may not have been his, maybe belonged to the air, the air around us that might be occupied by the ghosts of our ancestors that are buried in mass graves and were now hovering around us all the time and somehow determined all of our decisions without us even knowing or understanding.

I am getting married, I am having a child.

Baby Goat on the Roof

Baby Goat on the Roof

“You’re dead to me,” Cas says when I dart back inside the house and catch her dancing through the living room in her red string bikini. Cinnamon scents the room as she waitresses a plate of oatmeal cookies—hot, no raisins—and rotates for her boyfriend Earl, bending forward, making his Adam’s apple bobble.

I was supposed to be getting lost for two hours, but now I want to call Mom about the weird game Cas is playing, and I want to yell at Earl to get out of Dad’s chair, and I want to scream how stupid Cas looks in a bikini holding cookies, but I can’t because there’s a baby goat on the roof.

I shout and shout about the goat until they follow me into the yard and watch it sproing to the tip of the pitch and down again. Its little hooves tap-dance along, frolicking on the dull gray shingles.

We can’t figure how it got up or how it’ll get down, so Earl drags Dad’s rusted ladder from the shed, and climbs up, clomping after the goat in his clunky black boots. The baby goat squeaks like a dog toy then full on laughs, a weird ba-ha-ha sound. Earl chases it round and round, but each time the goat side-hops away, slipping just out of reach.

“Stop playing hero and come back inside,” Cas begs him.

Earl’s eyes swivel, his attention caught between the baby goat and Cas’ red strings, the ones she says he can untie with his teeth if he follows her back inside this second.

“Playing hero?” Earl says, “I’m only kidding around.” He raises one brow, waiting for Cas to get the joke. She rolls her eyes, but I full-on snort. Kidding.

It makes me miss Dad and his dumb jokes. Even though Mom says we don’t need another man around, I don’t think she means Earl, with his lopsided hair and big milky teeth. Earl, who’s still more boy than man with that gulping gaze he gets whenever he sees even an inch of Cas’ skin.

Today, she’s showing miles. Cas moves and Earl wobbles. She bends low, and he nearly busts through the rain gutter. All the while, the baby goat laughs and laughs, darting back and forth, and I don’t know why Cas refuses to help. It would be good practice for chasing her own someday kids, but she only huffs and flops on a deck lounger, readjusts herself so her butt plumps into the air.

Cas whiffs of cocoa butter, and I know for a fact she hates the knobs of her kneecaps, hates that Mom says sunning will make her as leathered as an elephant’s ear, hates me and not just for being underfoot when Earl is over.

I add baby goats to the mental list of things Cas hates, while the goat skips in a figure-eight pattern and Earl scrambles after it, like a dancer on TV, but clumsier. The baby goat looks so happy, and Earl looks happy too.

He waves his cap at the goat and shouts, “Hey!”He whistles and begs Cas to come up, but she ignores him, so I snake up the ladder instead.

On the last rung, Earl takes my hand and I imagine how soft the goat must feel. Its heart pounding. The smooth velvet nubs of its horns coming in.

Earl and I go after the baby goat together. It whips by me and I lose my balance, but Earl swoops me up and holds me steady. We come up with strategies—one chasing, the other catching—and try different snicking sounds, but nothing works. Earl suggests we try trapping the goat in a sheet and I picture limbs punching out, like how Cas’ belly will look if she keeps trying to do it with Earl.

Cas has a woman’s body already. She flops onto her back, cocoa butter slicked, the lines from the lounger leaving white grill marks on her pink pork chop skin. It reminds me we’re getting burned too.

I palm my hot nose and Earl plops his cap on my head while the baby goat nibbles at the edge of the gutter. He chomps on a loose shingle, then chews at the coil of Christmas lights Dad put up years ago. The ones we never took down. The ones with a broken bulb that Mom keeps saying we can replace, and it will all light up again. But we never do.

As we tromp around after the goat, I have half a mind to ask Earl if he’s any good at replacing bulbs or if he plans on sticking around after he’s done sticking it to my sister, but I’m already imagining he will. The same way I imagine Dad will come back and Cas will get nice and Mom will get happy, the way I pray for something to lift us so we’ll all be whole again.

I whisper-think my prayers to the sun, to the pork chop lines on Cas’ legs, to the soft hairs on Earl’s arms. To the baby goat, sproinging again so high it’s practically flying.

Earl sits down to catch his breath and I join him on the hot shingles, marveling at how far you can see from the housetop—dirt puffing up in far-off fields and the hazy mountains beyond—and here on the roof, the warm animal smell of the goat, the musk of our sweat, and cinnamon swirled with Cas’ suntan lotion as she carries the oatmeal cookies up the ladder and joins us. She sets the plate in her lap, laces fingers with Earl and beckons the baby goat with her free hand. It eases toward her, shyly at first then all at once, nuzzling, the same way I would to Cas or Earl, to anyone who’d let me.

Anthology 5 Longlist

Anthology 5 Longlist

If these titles are any indication, then you can see how hard it has been getting down to a longlist of 67 flash and micofictions! We can’t wait to get our shortlist of 40 to judge, Tara Isabel Zambrano! We’re furiously reading!

  1. Wife 2.0
  2. Veterans
  3. Theater of the Real
  4. No Soap
  5. Nothing But Crumbs
  6. Family Lies and a Truth
  7. After the Rocket
  8. Numerology
  9. Abraham Ritter: March 7, 1949—
  10. Christmas Cornhole Chili
  11. Isopentyl acetate
  12. Jigsaw
  13. Christina
  14. Bird Lizard: A Love Story
  15. To Love an Unlovable Thing
  16. Lightyears Away
  17. Let’s Take This Offline
  18. One Day in December, My Trapezius Decided to Write a Short Epic Poem
  19. Nest
  20. Duende
  21. Blossoming
  22. Before The Everything After
  23. Creature Dreams
  24. Assisted Living: Becca Revises the First Draft
  25. viz
  26. The Dybbuk
  27. Dog Years
  28. Sister Sister
  29. Confessions of a serial mosquito-killer pretending to be a poet
  30. Scintilla River
  31. Going Nowhere
  32. Ripe
  33. Choose Your Own
  34. Good Dog
  35. Don’t Be Afraid of Teeth
  36. Another Friday
  37. Weed
  38. Rock Dove
  39. Burn
  40. New You Wig Emporium
  41. Last Things
  42. Close and Far Away
  43. Rut
  44. She should be walking by now
  45. Drunk at the bacchanal you realize you’re a platonic form trapped in these words
  46. Blackberry Pie
  47. a string is a fate is a serpent is a string
  48. Sick Day
  49. Some of Us Notice the Berries
  50. Miss Tafia, Her Snakes and Her People
  51. The Picture
  52. An Alien World
  53. The Verizon Guy
  54. Kintsugi
  55. Big Top
  56. Martin’s Reality
  57. The Bride Is Eating Cake and the DJ Is Playing Werewolves of London
  58. Angles of Light
  59. Birds
  60. Richter Scale for Heartbreak
  61. Two Years After
  62. Shaded Desire
  63. Empty Bottle
  64. Percussion of Empty Rooms
  65. Didn’t We Realize We Were Drowning?
  66. Hands
  67. By the Sea, By the Sea, By the Beautiful Sea
2025 fractured lit flash fiction open: CLOSED

2025 fractured lit flash fiction open: CLOSED

judged by Gwen Kirby

May 11, 2025, to July 13, 2025 (Closed)

 

 

This contest is now closed. Thank you to everyone who submitted! We’re excited to read your stories!

Our submitters know a good opportunity when they see it, so we’re excited to once again host the Fractured Lit Flash Fiction OPEN from May 11 to July 13, 2025.

 

What we love about this contest is that there are no themes or restrictions on style. We want your most innovative and resonant flash and microfictions. Send us those pieces that lift us up, that take us down, that make us feel alive. Write that story you have been obsessing over, that has you by the throat or the heart, that needs to find its readers. We love stories that reveal their characters in unique and soulful ways, that put us into the middle of the action, that make us feel something more than our usual realities. Take us through realism, fabulism, and everything in-between.

 

Fractured Lit publishes flash fiction with emotional resonance, with characters who come to life through their actions and responses to the world around them. We’re searching for flash that investigates the mysteries of being human, with the sorrow, and the joy, of connecting to a diverse population.

 

We’re thrilled to partner with Guest Judge Gwen E. Kirby, who will choose one grand-prize winner and fifteen finalists from a shortlist of forty stories curated by our editors. The first-place winner will receive $2,000 and publication, while the fifteen finalists will receive $100 and publication. All entries will be considered for general publication.

Good luck and happy writing.

 

Gwen E. Kirby is the author of the collection Shit Cassandra Saw. Her stories appear in One Story, Tin House, Guernica, Mississippi Review, SmokeLong Quarterly, and elsewhere. Guest editor Aimee Bender selected her story “Shit Cassandra Saw But Didn’t Tell the Trojans Because at That Point Fuck Them Anyway” for Best Small Fictions 2018. It also appeared in the Wigleaf Top 50 and was anthologized in Flash Fiction America from Norton. She has an MFA from Johns Hopkins, a PhD from the University of Cincinnati, and teaches creative writing and literature at Carleton College.

 

Here’s what Gwen looks for in a flash fiction story:
My favorite thing to find in a story is the thing I am not expecting, and I think it’s doubly true with flash! I love to read a flash story and think, wow, that could only be pulled off in 1,000 words. That conceit, that voice, that moment, it’s too big and wild and bright to last a moment longer, it had to come to life on flash’s knife’s edge. So I am looking for stories that surprise me and that use the form to its limits and to its strengths.

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